1:08 12/10

Monday, October 12, 2009

It's way past my bed time. I was just thinking and yes, it's BOTHERING me like crazy Just like a bell ringing, SERIOUSLY IT IS ANNOYING. My heart is burning up, i just don't feel like bursting some tears tonight.

"HELLLLPPPPPP!!!"

errr.... yes, i'm screaming for help. This is lame but i've got to let go of this sh*t OUT somewhere. And I DON'T DO DIARY, no longer. Why can't i stop thinking about this, what kinda of curse is this? **** all those crap, **** all those sh*t and be gone will you? why do you have to come back everytime i ... ughhh.... this is really FREAKING me out!!

I don't want to hear those lies,
cause i'm tired pretending like i don't know anything.

I don't want to listen to those excuses,
cause i know i'll listen to craps & bullsh*t.

I don't take chances,
cause i'm scared of getting hurt OR failing in the process.

I don't want to remember what i've let go
cause those was my biggest mistake.


Hmmmm... i need a quick recovery. I really need to FOCUS, especially when
EXAM IS COMING. Ohhh Gawdddd... i reallly need a time out, chillaxin'.

WHERE ARE THOSE SHOULDERS WHEN YOU'RE IN NEED OF ONE?






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